Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Peace lovely ones,
I was thinking of you'all and wanted to stay connected. There's a lot going on internally and externally. I like to use the "box" analogy...in many ways I feel like my insides can be catagorized or "boxed"...for example, theres the career box, the romance box, the spirituality box, the leisure box, etc. etc.....but for a long time the spirituality contents were in the romance box, or the romance contents were in the career box...you get the picture. Things can be out of order on the inside. Using the wrong things to "fill" us. And of course, its not as simple as the box analogy in real life. Because there are some themes that should string throughout each box, that overlap and interchange. What I'm realizing is at the center of the equation is our relationship with The Higher Power--which expresses Itself in various forms and holds many names: The Peace...Pure Love...Truth. When we commit to experiencing this--irrespective of what happened in the past, or what's going on in our external lives--then assessments, cleansing and reogranization can occur. The turmoil starts to settle--so we can think. be still. listen. take survey. not from a place of panic, where we're trying to cover the discontent w. whatever we can get our hands on......Nothing can go in that Higher Power box but The actual Higher Power--when we come to anything else for the Peace that only The Source of All Peace can give--we end up dissapointed, disillusioned and confused. And because that box is in misuse, it throws everything else off. Conversely, if that box is given its proper contents: its proper respect, honor and attention--it enables the proper arrangement of all our stuff. Some things need to be cleaned and refurbished, some things thrown out.

When we feel The Peace thats inherent in our being (and give up looking outside for it, realizing we can't guarantee its staying power when it comes from the outside), we see things for what they are and what they should be. And we can make the necessary shifts. "Oh no!! I was pursuing law because I thought Daddy would be proud but...I don't really want to do this--I'm an artist"..."Oh my goodness--this man that I loved, and thought lovved me--treats me like CRAP!! I put up with this??" Aha!! Clicks, bells, whistles....the light is on. And you get passionate about living. Really living...

You realize you're here for a reason. Your Soul isn't just taking up space. Its come to add color/vibrancy, make an indent upon the Universe, shape the world towards Oneness and Love...Health and Well-Be.Ing. This is your service. Discharge--or perish inside.

8 comments:

  1. SUBHAN'ALLAH!!! This is BEAUTIFUL SIS!!!! It REALLYYYYY touched me, because I know EXACTLY what you are talking about! Alhamdullilah, its great that you can remind me of such a thing, because even though I know the score, I still find myself falling often. Haha. Check me out, talking about I "know the score." lol. I'm only almost 19 years old. BUT....I am VERY mature for my age and I understand life to a large degree already!

    Mash'Allah I LOVe when you said:

    When we feel The Peace thats inherent in our being (and give up looking outside for it, realizing we can't guarantee its staying power when it comes from the outside), we see things for what they are and what they should be.

    SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE! There were many times when I have tried to "force" things to work. But they didn't work. You're right, I was dissapointed. Those were not the things that Allah planned for ME, and I'm soooooooooooooo grateful that Allah has shown me that because ONLY THROUGH ALLAH have I ever acheived "complete happiness." And there were times when I was TRULY happy. But of course, its an ongoing struggle.

    MashAllah I also LOVE when you wrote:

    Nothing can go in that Higher Power box but The actual Higher Power--when we come to anything else for the Peace that only The Source of All Peace can give--we end up dissapointed, disillusioned and confused.............Sis OMG!!! THIS is my answer to life!!!! I want to say Shukran!!!! Seriously, from the bottom of my heart! This is EXACTLY what I needed to hear!! This is what I struggle with a lot! Whether it be with a brother I have fallen in love with,a college I felt I HAD to go to to succeed in my career, a specific career path,listening to OTHER people, the whole 9 yards. If Allah doesn't send it to me, I KNOW it isn't right for me. Period. Knowing this takes away the FEAR in my heart. Fear that I have to HURRY UP in life, so that no one else can take my spot. It takes away the Paranoia. It calms me, knowing that what is meant for me will WAIT. As long as we are with Allah, we are good. Allah will PROVIDE TREMENDOUSLY when we shut the "outside world" out, and be in tuned with our spirituality and Allah. Allah has our backs COMPLETELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO ONE will EVER be able to compare!!!! Now, I don't have to feel like I'm missing out on anything! Again Shukran. This moves me in ways you don't even know! lolShukran again! I LOVE this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't be surprised if I comment again. LOL.

    Oh, one more thing. Alhamdullilah, that you told me about this blog at this time because RIGHT BEFORE I read this, I was angry about this exact situation! It was with a brother. Shukran sis!!!!Again Shukran.

    - Hanifa H.

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  2. awwwwwwwwwwwwww praise be to Allah!! I feel so blessed that Allah gave me the right words for someone's heart and mind. Truly, thats what this is all about, making those right connections and going through it--together. It feels so good to know you're not alone and to not feel shamed or "stupid" when we fall into these illusive situations, its so human to do so. Its also human to open up into our complete consciousness, Taqwa and freedom for the mind and soul. Thank God.
    Hmmm--a brother, isn't it always the way!? lol, definietely has been the same for me :) Its interesting. I think its because the feeling we experience when we are in love with our significant other is such a one of tranquility and peace, and God says this in Scripture. Because of the grand and honorable purpose of man and woman coming together in union, there are some very intense and beautiful feelings felt in the hearts of "lovers" and its close to the way we feel when we are at perfect peace with ourselves, and when we are in The Presence of God. I've felt that feeling of being "in love" when just being encompassed by the Presence of The Creator.
    It just gets tricky when you start coming to your lover as your fix, as the supplyer, as the source, forgetting that he's simply an extension of what already exists. He--our men--are a means to share our inherent Peace, to exchange whats already there and never leaves. God says He's The One who puts that tranquility there. Its this sublte yet powerful difference in our inner perception that can affect the stability of a relationship.
    I constantly pray to "use" the people in my life appropriately. Not to misuse or abuse their energy and purpose in my life...(cus it can be tricky, and shaytan is always throwing salt in the game! ) In this way, we give ultimate power to The Creator, coming to God first to direct us. Its a simple act like this that speaks to shifting our proper attention to that Higher Power box. Just simply acknowledging that God is in the Driver's seat. "Please take me where I need to go...."
    Hmmm, religion is sincerity, said Prophet Muhammad (PBUH).
    I could go on and on, we obviously both can talk lol. Thank you for writing. Your words have been just as helpful for me :) Feel free, whenever it moves ya, no limits on this blog...!

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  3. Awwwww. Shukran sis! I just read again, this is truly beautiful. Do you write books?

    OMG. Mash'Allah, I love when you said:

    Just simply acknowledging that God is in the Driver's seat. "Please take me where I need to go...." EXACTLY! Sooooooo TRUE.

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  4. Hanifa, I'm actually writing my first book right now....Just started one day, it speaks to the issues and journies of womanhood, its for young women in particular. Girl, Im excited! you dont know how much your comments mean, its such necessary encouragement, letting me know Im on the right path. I love you sis, pray for me, plz. Bless you.

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  5. As Salaam Alaikum, This is Sajdah

    SubhanAllah you're words flow so easy and flawless. Allah has really blessed you with the gift of insight and fluidity. The blog and the comments touched me in such a way, a way that I NEEDED this morning. Alhamdulillah. Thank you for introducing this to me.

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  6. I'm excited too!!! ^_^ I KNOW it will be a success, Insha'allah. Awww, the truth speaks for itself, and what you are saying is SO REAL!!! Subhan'allah. I'm glad you are super excited, you should be! I love you too <3!! And I will continue to pray for you.May Allah continue to bless you. No worries. Just trust in Allah. Everything will turn out amazing.

    Oh, and Sajdah is so right. Your words do flow so easy and flawless. :)You have a gift.

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  7. Glory to God. Have tears in my heart. Thank Yall :-)

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  8. WOW....All Glory is due to Allah(swT)..

    Becasue I know all Good comes from Allah(swt) and only fault is ours. I do not see us in this. only Allah(swt) I cannot compliment it more than that. And I would love to add to it. And In time Inshallah I will. Like we said at lunch.. all things in time. Inshallah
    Much Love my sista
    RA

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